Everytime I think about the cuts on your arm… I die a little inside… I cry harder than I ever have just thinking about it ,every time I think about it.

I’ll never forgive myself for pushing you that far

I’ve damaged you as much as dougie did… I can’t leave you for your own good because you’ll hurt yourself… And I don’t want to.. I want to be with you forever… But now I’m afraid if I stay, one day you’ll make a mistake you can’t correct.

Please don’t ever hurt yourself again… Please
I love you
I will always love you